What a mess…

So … I guess when you wake up drunk, drink a lot of water, take a few (5) asprin then go back to sleep the hangover isn’t all that bad. Not that I plan on doing that anytime soon. I’m done.

The patch is back on and doing it’s job – I did, however, slip once. Not really sure why – just suddenly had a craving that I couldn’t control, but I figure it’s OK – 1 smoke vs. my usual 40-50 is acceptable.

I really did manage to create my own little ‘perfect storm’ this weekend … The booze, the smoking withdrawal, and a relationship thats been in a constant state of fucked up all came together and exploded in my fuckin’ face. Most people that know me would probably describe me as a laid-back guy (read: cold), but well – that’s not me at all right now. It’s like I’ve got some wicked bitches PMS – my emotions are all-the-fuck-over-the-place.